Ok so why on earth does this girl want to stay with me , like a relationship and everything.
i mean seriousely , this is the first time ive ever had this problem... Usually its all Like oh hey and whatever happens happens then we go our own ways and maybe meet up another day.

but why in the hell would someone WANT to be with me , I mean I cannot understand it Not one damn bit this isnt a joke because I feel terrible....
because I know she deserves so much better than me and if we get too involved im only goin to screw her life up...I know hows it guna happen and i dont want to but she just wont take an easy way out ive been trying to give her...
fuckin hell =/