think about it this way man im sure that you would agree with me in saying that a person deserves what makes them happy if they choose to seek and work for it being since you've lived your life by the thought that you dont really care too much what other people think so long as your okay with your actions yourself.

Having accepted that basis if she is happy with you then she doesnt "deserve" better because we all deserve what we CHOOSE to deserve and what we want not what other people think so whether you think she could do better doesnt matter because its her choice about who she "deserves" so like i've always tried to tell you make your decisions based on you not what you think would be "best" for another person because only they can decide that. Such is the way of being individuals, which we all are first and foremost.

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7/7/06 - the day half my heart died...
The only chains I don't want to break, are those that hold me to your love.

I understand where you come from on all subjects brian trust me I really do...
This is something you just cannot understand because we have entirely different pasts and we're completely different types of people.

It's just something I can't control
I mean I don't give a fuck what other people really think , but it's just I know she should be with someone better than myself.
I mean , to me... this is all..
I really cant explain it.
Oh well... Maybe its just because I cant really see her or be alone with her which sucks major.
Her parents dont trust us in the house even if their home anymore.... kinda irritating

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"With the eyes of a Demon , everyone else seems like nothing more than innocent children."

thats understandable and its not necessarily that i dont understand and couldnt i think i mostly do and i myself used to do similar at one point so even though i admit we are different types of people it doesnt mean that similar situations can have similar solutions.

You know me well enough to know i offer my advice and opinion merely as a point of view being since it is your choice regardless and i would be a hypocrite to try and force my belief on you lol. The only thing i still say though is unless you have the intent of maliciously screwing her over just let her choose if she wants to be with ya seeing as how she apparently already has xD. The parents will just take some time though man .. and some time without any big slip ups you know you can trust me on that one with not only mom but bird as well lol

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7/7/06 - the day half my heart died...
The only chains I don't want to break, are those that hold me to your love.